moment of fear

Fear fear fear! That’s what keeps me from doing things and that’s what I am feeling right now about my running plan! I am afraid it won't work, I am afraid I can't run 13.1 miles and I knew I would be afraid but sometimes I walk through fear and I feel so much better, but that doesn't always mean the fear is gone huh? Well true story I am afraid of running. I am running on Friday instead of Thursday because I want to run with my friend, this means 3 days of running- 2 are 45 min runs, and 1 is an hour run.. so afraid!! I shouldn't be because supposedly I am going to be running 2 plus hours in the race, its just hard to vision.. I drove today from Falls Church, VA to DC- that is 9 miles, and I was thinking no way could I run this. I guess I have to trust trust trust. You can't really call it paralyzing fear if you don't let it control you. Instead its just a moment of fear hopefully taken over by faith! This happens often right? haha