Crazy I have not ran just 20 minutes in a long time.. maybe since February? I can't even picture it. Running this week as been very strange, feeling excited/nervous/moody/food confusion all week. I am so off my rocker. Not quite what I pictured feeling- but I guess its hard to have expectations for something you never did before? Last week I finished strong, which was my goal and this week I am trying to stay strong mentally and emotionally as I know that’s what really will get me through the race.
With a few short runs this week, no music and drinks I increased my average pace to 9:30. This scares me because I am afraid I may go to fast at the beginning of the race and break down.. I guess that is my big fear right? Fear of failure!!! Yea I don't have that issue with fear of success just of failure. Here I go to Philly to prove my fear wrong. I hope to just sit back and let my body do its magic while I enjoy the accomplishment of completing my goal. I hope to enjoy my family’s support and be grateful for them. I hope to be healthy and strong. I hope to not freak out about the crowds of people I understand myself centered fear is not a reality. I hope hope hope to kill it at the race, and I hope to have fun!
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